make me so fucking crazy . One day it’s… I want to be with you and everything is perfect and the next your feelings change. I went out on a limb with you, and no it hasn’t been long I know this but we both know that there is something there. You are just too confused and caught up in yourself to realize it. I just wish I could tell you what’s on my mind but I can’t. I hate you, I miss you, I hate that I miss you. I want to be with you, but your too complicated. Your different, but so cliche. I can’t figure you out and that just makes me want to stick around longer. You can make my heart beat, and slowly break at the same time. I fucking hate you. But I really don’t mean that.. I can’t bring myself to want to get over you. and I know your in the same position there is just a miss communication. But we cant COMMUNICATE. problem… … . . ……… . I wish I could read you, like I’ve been trying to for the last 3 months. I miss our skype conversations about the stupid shit that I can’t even remember. I miss you talking me out of the bad things in my life and trying to convince me to be better. I miss your retarded laugh. It really bothered me at first but I grew to love it. I miss those awkward moments when we realize we are 2 completely different people but it didn’t matter. We could be doing nothing all day and still be smiling out our asses. for nothing. just eachotthers company. I dont understand you, I just want to know why we’re both giving up. Where did we go wrong? I guess everything is perfect in the beginning but soon turns to a misleading illusion. We fought today… I hadn’t talked to you since monday I think. It seemed like forever. stupid…. but we only sent like, 3 texts each. and I know they hurt us both. But talking to you is talking to you I guess, even though I want to tear your head off sometimes. I always regret it, btw. I can type such a mean text and want to send it, but I always end up erasing it. I can’t be too mean to you cause it kinda hurts me. your too much of a good person. But then it pisses me off when your texts are hurtful. Even just, I hate you . …. . hmph. Maybe we aren’t ment for each other. idk. but i miss you.

this was stupid, and nobody probly understands but I had to rant before I went to sleep and now I feel bettttr -____0 gnight tumbler.